An Indomitable Grace

I want to say yes to everything
Yes, yes, yes 

And 

Every time I realize I can’t
All I want to do is run
Or fight
Or scream

I can’t say yes
To the request 
Insinuated between each new note
Here
And there 
And a third place 

So I become a rock
With a boiling stomach, 
A walking volcano,
Ever closer to erupting.